soooo i feel like i have complained and whined so much since i moved. and i dont like it! its not who i am and i hate not feeling like myself- ITS TIME FOR A CHANGE!! tonight i say goodbye to negative nancy and hello to positive someone who's name begins with a p...
the reality is that i am here. and i signed on to do something that has the potential to change me and those that i interact with for the rest of our lives. i am lucky to have an opportunity that challenges me and pushes me to limits that i never knew i had. there is no doubt that i will grow from this experience and thats a good thing! it would unrealistic to say that i will love every minute of every day that i am part of this program but thats life. if i had a job or was continuing with school, it would be the same thing. and whats the worse that could happen? i step outside of my comfort zone for a year, try something new, and am one step closer to what i am supposed to be doing- either because i decide that this is not something that i want to continue or it is something that i love and want to pursue in the future. i am certain that when i am done, if nothing else, i will be able to say "im glad i did that" or "that changed me" or "i really learned something through this".
complaining all the time is not who i am and i dont want to begin a new experience with a bad attitude. i like to think that i am a positive person who is willing to try new things and make the best of whatever situation i am faced with, so thats what i am going to do!
soooo peace out negative nancy- its been real, but i think its best if we part ways
hellooooo positive Pollyanna!! figured that'd be a fun name
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