i love these kids :)
Friday, March 25, 2011
dear santa
so i know it is almost the end of march but today i got a copy of one of the kids letters to santa and i think everyone should read it!
i love these kids :)
i love these kids :)
Friday, March 18, 2011
when i grow up
let me begin with my apologies for the delay in updating my blog! like my last post said, i have been superrrr busy and have not really had the time and (quite honestly) the motivation to get a post together.
things the past few weeks have not really been anything too exciting. more kids are starting to come to the center which is always good. we are getting ready for some groups to come visit to see if they will renew our grants for next year. i began the girl group last week and it went really well! we talked about self esteem and self image and ways that the girls can take ownership and responsibility over these aspects of their lives. there are 14 of them so i was a little nervous about them taking over, but they were great! it seemed like they were interested in what was going on and what we were talking about so i think it is going to go really well.
weekends have been busy here too. last weekend we took a group of our kids to see a movie as a reward for our incentive program. nine kids at the movies = many bathroom trips, going to get popcorn, and missing a good portion of the movie. they had fun though and it was nice to be able to get them to do something that they might not otherwise get to do. yesterday desiree and i spent the day in milwaukee. we took an art class to make these very cool mosaic mirrors!
and went out to a cool restuarant and went to a second hand store and then to a bunch of other stores in a mall in milwaukee. overall it was a greatttt day!
in other news, recently i have been thinking a lot about what i want to do when my time volunteering is over. it seems like it is a far way off right now, but i know that the rest of this year and next year are going to fly by and its never to early to start thinking about whats next.
i know that i want to go to grad school to get my masters in public health. so i officially have signed up for the gre! i am going to try it out this august to see how it goes. they are revising the test so it will be good for me to have a chance to get familiar with it and give myself enough time to take it again in the fall if i need/want to. i have also started doing a littleeee research on some schools that might be contenders for my masters. and i am really working hard to focus my time for the rest of this year and next year on pursuing the avenue of public health and advocacy in my work at john xxiii.
i am completely convinced that going into public health (and more specifically into health care advocacy) is where my path is leading. for my summer job, i need a doctor to sign off on a paper confirming that i dont have any serious illnesses, allergies, etc, etc. seems pretty simple, right? wronggggggg! i have been trying to get in contact with someone from my insurance company for the past 2 weeks and have had zero results. and i have health insurance! and english is my first language! and i am a citizen of the united states! and it is quite possibly one of the most frustrating things i have had to do in a while.
then i think about the families that we work with there and the challenges that they must face when it comes to getting health care and seeing doctors and making sure that their kids get the medicine they may need. many of them don't have insurance, and don't speak very much english, and were not born in the united states. so i can only imagine how frustrating this process must be for them.
so thats what i want to be when i grow up. i want to spend my time making sure that EVERYONE gets what they need as far as health care goes. i used to want to be a doctor. but then i realized that doctors can only help the people who go see them and can only do what insurance companies allow them to do. and i dont want to spend my time being frustrated and dictated by what insurance agents tell me i can and can not do. we need good doctors, but thats not what i am supposed to do anymore. there is no doubt in my mind that this work will also be frustrating at times, but i think it will be worth it. why not fight for something that could potentially change? and although many would find this work to be thankless and discouraging and too much work for the results it may give, i dont mind at all :)
things the past few weeks have not really been anything too exciting. more kids are starting to come to the center which is always good. we are getting ready for some groups to come visit to see if they will renew our grants for next year. i began the girl group last week and it went really well! we talked about self esteem and self image and ways that the girls can take ownership and responsibility over these aspects of their lives. there are 14 of them so i was a little nervous about them taking over, but they were great! it seemed like they were interested in what was going on and what we were talking about so i think it is going to go really well.
weekends have been busy here too. last weekend we took a group of our kids to see a movie as a reward for our incentive program. nine kids at the movies = many bathroom trips, going to get popcorn, and missing a good portion of the movie. they had fun though and it was nice to be able to get them to do something that they might not otherwise get to do. yesterday desiree and i spent the day in milwaukee. we took an art class to make these very cool mosaic mirrors!
and went out to a cool restuarant and went to a second hand store and then to a bunch of other stores in a mall in milwaukee. overall it was a greatttt day!
in other news, recently i have been thinking a lot about what i want to do when my time volunteering is over. it seems like it is a far way off right now, but i know that the rest of this year and next year are going to fly by and its never to early to start thinking about whats next.
i know that i want to go to grad school to get my masters in public health. so i officially have signed up for the gre! i am going to try it out this august to see how it goes. they are revising the test so it will be good for me to have a chance to get familiar with it and give myself enough time to take it again in the fall if i need/want to. i have also started doing a littleeee research on some schools that might be contenders for my masters. and i am really working hard to focus my time for the rest of this year and next year on pursuing the avenue of public health and advocacy in my work at john xxiii.
i am completely convinced that going into public health (and more specifically into health care advocacy) is where my path is leading. for my summer job, i need a doctor to sign off on a paper confirming that i dont have any serious illnesses, allergies, etc, etc. seems pretty simple, right? wronggggggg! i have been trying to get in contact with someone from my insurance company for the past 2 weeks and have had zero results. and i have health insurance! and english is my first language! and i am a citizen of the united states! and it is quite possibly one of the most frustrating things i have had to do in a while.
then i think about the families that we work with there and the challenges that they must face when it comes to getting health care and seeing doctors and making sure that their kids get the medicine they may need. many of them don't have insurance, and don't speak very much english, and were not born in the united states. so i can only imagine how frustrating this process must be for them.
so thats what i want to be when i grow up. i want to spend my time making sure that EVERYONE gets what they need as far as health care goes. i used to want to be a doctor. but then i realized that doctors can only help the people who go see them and can only do what insurance companies allow them to do. and i dont want to spend my time being frustrated and dictated by what insurance agents tell me i can and can not do. we need good doctors, but thats not what i am supposed to do anymore. there is no doubt in my mind that this work will also be frustrating at times, but i think it will be worth it. why not fight for something that could potentially change? and although many would find this work to be thankless and discouraging and too much work for the results it may give, i dont mind at all :)
Tuesday, March 1, 2011
busy as a bee
life has been moving at 100 mph lately! i have lots of different projects going on and am super busy but i am still loving it. better busy than bored. plus it keeps me out of trouble :)
since i have decided that i would like to return to racine and john xxiii next year, i have been focusing on trying to get something going with health care resources for our families. the racine community has a TON of free clinics and places that do health care consulting for low income families already which is really great! i want to get all this information together and visit the clinics and see if we can work on building a relationship with these places so that our families can take advantage of the services that they offer. i am excited about it and hope that it will end up being successful.
i am also going to be starting a group at one of the schools here for 8th grade girls about decision making and other issues for them to consider as they begin to think about transitioning into high school. i think this is going to be a really great way for me to test out the whole public health thing to see if it is really something that i would like to pursue in the future. i am excited to get started with it but i have to make up my own plan for it so that has been taking some. i think i have some good ideas and hopefully the girls will like them too. i have about 2 weeks before it starts so there is still some time to get everything together.
last weekend some volunteers from chicago came to visit for the annual "mardi crawl" celebration in racine. it was a really fun weekend and it was nice to have some visitors! this weekend all the volunteers in the midwest are having a retreat right outside of st. louis. we are going to spend the weekend together thinking about where we are headed and taking some time to reflect and relax. it will be nice to have a little change of scenery and the midwest has a good group of volunteers so it should be a good time.
other than that, things are pretty standard. the weather is starting to get nicer so our attendance is back up at the center, which is great but it wears me out sometimes! i think the kids are getting spring fever (as am i!) and sometimes i feel like they just suck the energy out of me. but i dont mind because they are funny and i have no other complaints :)
thats it for now i suppose. life is good!
since i have decided that i would like to return to racine and john xxiii next year, i have been focusing on trying to get something going with health care resources for our families. the racine community has a TON of free clinics and places that do health care consulting for low income families already which is really great! i want to get all this information together and visit the clinics and see if we can work on building a relationship with these places so that our families can take advantage of the services that they offer. i am excited about it and hope that it will end up being successful.
i am also going to be starting a group at one of the schools here for 8th grade girls about decision making and other issues for them to consider as they begin to think about transitioning into high school. i think this is going to be a really great way for me to test out the whole public health thing to see if it is really something that i would like to pursue in the future. i am excited to get started with it but i have to make up my own plan for it so that has been taking some. i think i have some good ideas and hopefully the girls will like them too. i have about 2 weeks before it starts so there is still some time to get everything together.
last weekend some volunteers from chicago came to visit for the annual "mardi crawl" celebration in racine. it was a really fun weekend and it was nice to have some visitors! this weekend all the volunteers in the midwest are having a retreat right outside of st. louis. we are going to spend the weekend together thinking about where we are headed and taking some time to reflect and relax. it will be nice to have a little change of scenery and the midwest has a good group of volunteers so it should be a good time.
other than that, things are pretty standard. the weather is starting to get nicer so our attendance is back up at the center, which is great but it wears me out sometimes! i think the kids are getting spring fever (as am i!) and sometimes i feel like they just suck the energy out of me. but i dont mind because they are funny and i have no other complaints :)
thats it for now i suppose. life is good!
Wednesday, February 16, 2011
ill try anything once. twice if i like it.
Dear Lasallian Volunteers Administration,
At this time last year, I was beginning my last semester of college. I was surrounded by people my own age. I spent most of my time wondering what my weekend plans would be, when I would find time to do laundry, or how I would ever be able to finish my lab report that was due in less than a week. I now find myself beginning the second half of my year of service at John XXIII Educational Center in Racine, Wisconsin. I spend most of my day with people who are close to half my age. I now pass most of my time wondering if the students that I work with will have heat when they go home, or praying that their parents will be able to be good role models for them, or hoping that they are able to obtain passing grades and graduate from high school.
In one year, my reality, priorities, and general daily life have completely changed. While one year ago, I never would have thought I would be living in Wisconsin and working in the field of education, I couldn’t be happier. There are undoubtedly struggles and challenges associated with my service, but I feel that I am growing and learning and would love to pursue this opportunity for another year.
It is often said that life is about the journey that you take and not about the place where you end up. “Life is a journey, not a destination.” As I reflect about my journey in Racine thus far, I recognize the amount of change and growth that I have experienced in only four months time. I have gained so much insight into the cycle of poverty, the education system, and my own personal strengths and weaknesses. I have taught my students how to look up words in a dictionary, how to check division by using multiplication, and how to convert from centimeters to millimeters. And most importantly, I have learned from my students the value of laughter, honesty, and the true meaning of resiliency!
With such a long list of positive outcomes from my time in Racine, I feel it would be unfair to end my journey after only one year. A year sounds like a long time, but it is not! I cannot believe that half of my service year has passed and I am planning for next year. My year has been very worthwhile and rewarding thus far, but I do not feel that my work at John XXIII Educational Center is complete. I have many more goals, ideas, and relationships that I would like to continue developing and would like to do so with another year of service through the Lasallian Volunteer program.
In my second year of service, I would really like to focus on not only providing support to the students at John XXIII Educational Center, but also providing support to their parents. Many of the families that we serve struggle with tasks that most would consider completely ordinary. Attending parent-teacher conferences, providing homework help, and accessing the Internet challenge the parents of the students we serve. Upon returning to Racine for a second year of service, I would like to provide parents with the information and resources to make these tasks easy and accessible, specifically in reference to taking advantage of state health care benefits.
Personally, I am interested in pursing a degree in Public Health after completing my service with the Lasallian Volunteers. I feel that with my interest in this area and with the need for assistance in this area by our families, I could begin to offer some sort of healthcare related counseling and advising to our families. I would like to research programs that the state of Wisconsin offers and what healthcare services are available to Wisconsin state residents who are economically disadvantaged. I would like to bridge the gap for these families, helping them to utilize the social programs that are already being offered by the government and assisting them in getting the information they may need to take advantage of these services.
In a second year of service, I would also like to continue to focus on increasing awareness of the services that are offered by John XXIII Educational Center, building relationships with school administrators and counselors, offering safe social activities for students, and developing professional partnerships with various businesses and organizations throughout the greater Racine area.
Looking forward to next year, I anticipate being challenged by being a second year volunteer in the same location. I think it is often very easy to become comfortable in an environment when returning, but I think it is vital to remain eager, active, and seek new opportunities and chances for change in order to maintain progress and productivity. I believe that it is truly important to begin each new year with a clean slate, open mind, new goals, and fresh expectations if there is to be significant progress made. As a second year volunteer at the same site, I want to challenge myself to act as if my second year of service is more like my first. I want to return with new ideas, an enthusiastic attitude, and the desire to make John XXIII Educational Center the best that it can possibly be.
Finally, I would like to thank the Lasallian Volunteers for the opportunity to serve others. My experience as a Lasallian Volunteer has truly been one that has taught me many things, challenged me to push my limits, and forced me to better understand the cycle of poverty. I am appreciative of the growth that this program has given me and look forward to continuing to learn and challenge myself with a second year of service as a Lasallian Volunteer.
In Caring and Service,
Catherine Calogero
At this time last year, I was beginning my last semester of college. I was surrounded by people my own age. I spent most of my time wondering what my weekend plans would be, when I would find time to do laundry, or how I would ever be able to finish my lab report that was due in less than a week. I now find myself beginning the second half of my year of service at John XXIII Educational Center in Racine, Wisconsin. I spend most of my day with people who are close to half my age. I now pass most of my time wondering if the students that I work with will have heat when they go home, or praying that their parents will be able to be good role models for them, or hoping that they are able to obtain passing grades and graduate from high school.
In one year, my reality, priorities, and general daily life have completely changed. While one year ago, I never would have thought I would be living in Wisconsin and working in the field of education, I couldn’t be happier. There are undoubtedly struggles and challenges associated with my service, but I feel that I am growing and learning and would love to pursue this opportunity for another year.
It is often said that life is about the journey that you take and not about the place where you end up. “Life is a journey, not a destination.” As I reflect about my journey in Racine thus far, I recognize the amount of change and growth that I have experienced in only four months time. I have gained so much insight into the cycle of poverty, the education system, and my own personal strengths and weaknesses. I have taught my students how to look up words in a dictionary, how to check division by using multiplication, and how to convert from centimeters to millimeters. And most importantly, I have learned from my students the value of laughter, honesty, and the true meaning of resiliency!
With such a long list of positive outcomes from my time in Racine, I feel it would be unfair to end my journey after only one year. A year sounds like a long time, but it is not! I cannot believe that half of my service year has passed and I am planning for next year. My year has been very worthwhile and rewarding thus far, but I do not feel that my work at John XXIII Educational Center is complete. I have many more goals, ideas, and relationships that I would like to continue developing and would like to do so with another year of service through the Lasallian Volunteer program.
In my second year of service, I would really like to focus on not only providing support to the students at John XXIII Educational Center, but also providing support to their parents. Many of the families that we serve struggle with tasks that most would consider completely ordinary. Attending parent-teacher conferences, providing homework help, and accessing the Internet challenge the parents of the students we serve. Upon returning to Racine for a second year of service, I would like to provide parents with the information and resources to make these tasks easy and accessible, specifically in reference to taking advantage of state health care benefits.
Personally, I am interested in pursing a degree in Public Health after completing my service with the Lasallian Volunteers. I feel that with my interest in this area and with the need for assistance in this area by our families, I could begin to offer some sort of healthcare related counseling and advising to our families. I would like to research programs that the state of Wisconsin offers and what healthcare services are available to Wisconsin state residents who are economically disadvantaged. I would like to bridge the gap for these families, helping them to utilize the social programs that are already being offered by the government and assisting them in getting the information they may need to take advantage of these services.
In a second year of service, I would also like to continue to focus on increasing awareness of the services that are offered by John XXIII Educational Center, building relationships with school administrators and counselors, offering safe social activities for students, and developing professional partnerships with various businesses and organizations throughout the greater Racine area.
Looking forward to next year, I anticipate being challenged by being a second year volunteer in the same location. I think it is often very easy to become comfortable in an environment when returning, but I think it is vital to remain eager, active, and seek new opportunities and chances for change in order to maintain progress and productivity. I believe that it is truly important to begin each new year with a clean slate, open mind, new goals, and fresh expectations if there is to be significant progress made. As a second year volunteer at the same site, I want to challenge myself to act as if my second year of service is more like my first. I want to return with new ideas, an enthusiastic attitude, and the desire to make John XXIII Educational Center the best that it can possibly be.
Finally, I would like to thank the Lasallian Volunteers for the opportunity to serve others. My experience as a Lasallian Volunteer has truly been one that has taught me many things, challenged me to push my limits, and forced me to better understand the cycle of poverty. I am appreciative of the growth that this program has given me and look forward to continuing to learn and challenge myself with a second year of service as a Lasallian Volunteer.
In Caring and Service,
Catherine Calogero
Monday, February 14, 2011
thats love!
happy valentines day!
last week, we had a day with the kids to make valentines for anyone they wanted. obviously this lead to many of the kids making valentines for the loves of their lives and one who even made a valentine for himself. but one of our kids made one for his mom. no big deal, right? kids make stuff for their parents all the time. but something about the way that this student spent the time making this valentine for his mom really struck me. he was so precise with everything he was doing- measuring from both sides of the paper to make sure the heart stickers he was using were in the exact same place, turning any extra marks into something so it wouldnt look like he "messed up", and using his best handwriting.
and i know its really not that big of a deal, but it made me happy to see that he was taking such time and care in everything he was doing. especially because many would expect a kid who came from the home of a single parent who is a recovering drug addict to easily dismiss or even disrespect his mom. some might think that a kid who comes from this kind of environment might not even take the time or effort to make something for a parent who has not really been the best role model. but not this student. he even told me about how he had saved up his money to go buy his mom a necklace for valentines day to go with the valentine that he had worked on that day. and all i could think when he told me this was thats LOVE!!!
last week, we had a day with the kids to make valentines for anyone they wanted. obviously this lead to many of the kids making valentines for the loves of their lives and one who even made a valentine for himself. but one of our kids made one for his mom. no big deal, right? kids make stuff for their parents all the time. but something about the way that this student spent the time making this valentine for his mom really struck me. he was so precise with everything he was doing- measuring from both sides of the paper to make sure the heart stickers he was using were in the exact same place, turning any extra marks into something so it wouldnt look like he "messed up", and using his best handwriting.
and i know its really not that big of a deal, but it made me happy to see that he was taking such time and care in everything he was doing. especially because many would expect a kid who came from the home of a single parent who is a recovering drug addict to easily dismiss or even disrespect his mom. some might think that a kid who comes from this kind of environment might not even take the time or effort to make something for a parent who has not really been the best role model. but not this student. he even told me about how he had saved up his money to go buy his mom a necklace for valentines day to go with the valentine that he had worked on that day. and all i could think when he told me this was thats LOVE!!!
Sunday, February 6, 2011
definitely back in packer country...
yes, i am back in wisconsin! after one canceled flight and a little bit of delay leaving ny, i am back in racine. i still have yet to work a day because of the public schools being closed because of the snow that they got here while i was away. its kind of been a nice break but i will admit that miss hanging out with the kids!
my trip to manhattan was really great...i got to talk to with a lot of people and tell them about my experience and what lead me to decide to be a lasallian volunteer. some people had some really good questions and i think that there will be a long line of manhattan college lvs in the future, which is good news! i also got to hang out with some friends and see some old profesors and whatnot while i was there so overall i would say that it was a successful trip.
i didnt leave ny until thursday because of the snow, but once i got back, packer pride was in FULL force. the airport had special booths selling things and i felt like everyone was wearing some kind of packer thing except for me. our house is still decked out in packer memorabilia which has been adorning our living room for the past 2 weeks. i have been threatened that touching anything could be punishable by death! bring it on...
nothing else exciting to report. the kids have been away so i obviously have nothing funny to share (aka the lives of middle school kids are much more exciting than mine!). i didnt really do anything this weekend, which is exactly what i wanted! but i suppose that i will spend my evening watching the superbowl in hopes that the die hard packer fans provide me with at least a little bit of personal entertainment. followed by watching glee of courseeee :)
my trip to manhattan was really great...i got to talk to with a lot of people and tell them about my experience and what lead me to decide to be a lasallian volunteer. some people had some really good questions and i think that there will be a long line of manhattan college lvs in the future, which is good news! i also got to hang out with some friends and see some old profesors and whatnot while i was there so overall i would say that it was a successful trip.
i didnt leave ny until thursday because of the snow, but once i got back, packer pride was in FULL force. the airport had special booths selling things and i felt like everyone was wearing some kind of packer thing except for me. our house is still decked out in packer memorabilia which has been adorning our living room for the past 2 weeks. i have been threatened that touching anything could be punishable by death! bring it on...
nothing else exciting to report. the kids have been away so i obviously have nothing funny to share (aka the lives of middle school kids are much more exciting than mine!). i didnt really do anything this weekend, which is exactly what i wanted! but i suppose that i will spend my evening watching the superbowl in hopes that the die hard packer fans provide me with at least a little bit of personal entertainment. followed by watching glee of courseeee :)
Tuesday, February 1, 2011
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